
The hardback edition of this book was published in August 2024, with the paperback following on a year or so later. I finally got myself a copy via Santa Claus in December 2025.
The reviews have been unanimously favourable, with many focussing on the somewhat unusual way this particular rock autobiography somehow came together. The author has been published extensively in the press and mainstream media, and as well as previously writing four books has been the rock and pop critic for The Times newspaper since 2010. The subject matter is an infamously enigmatic musician who, over the decades, has fronted four of what can perfectly be described as cult indie bands in the shape of Felt, Denim, Go-Kart Mozart and Mozart Estate.
Much of the narrative emerges from long walks that Will Hodgkinson and Lawrence embark upon, mostly in and around Greater London, during which the musician occasionally opens up and reveals details of his life, from his working-class roots in Birmingham through to how he came to be living in a council flat in the east of London in his early-60s. The voices of many others who have been in and out of Lawrence’s life add colour and context, and the end result is an engrossing, if not always fully enjoyable, read.
I was attracted to the book as I like a lot of the music Lawrence has made over the years, albeit a fair bit of his output has baffled and bemused me. There are many out there who consider Lawrence to be a genuine genius, someone who should be lauded for the single-minded approach he has taken to his art, even if, on many occasions, it led to a number of acts of self-sabotage. The author is one who does place Lawrence on such a pedestal, but nevertheless the book was very much a labour of love, given how difficult and unengaging the musician often proved to be.
The reason I couldn’t fully it was my thinking that Lawrence comes across, in my eyes at least, as a largely unlikeable person, a control-freak who makes things nigh-on impossible for those around him, whether in personal or professional capacities. I have long held the view that those who inhabit the creative worlds are wired differently from those of us who live more humdrum and mundane lives, and there has to be a certain amount of leeway offered. But Lawrence seems to be just far too uncompromising, with a selfish streak and a lack of empathy for anyone who doesn’t accept his take on things. I have no idea how he has managed not to alienate every single person he has ever spoken to.
And yet……
…….the book was a page-turner, one that I was wholly immersed in, which says a lot about the writing skills of the author. The end result is probably as much a character study as it is a rock biography, and it’s the former aspect which makes the endeavour so worthwhile. And while so many aspects of Lawrence’s behaviours and traits annoyed the hell out of me, the context which begins to emerge as the book moves into a more reflective than merely descriptive tone, did find me softening my take on things.
I remain of the view that I don’t think I’d like to spend any time in Lawrence’s company, knowing that if we did, we would fall out within a matter of minutes as I wouldn’t be able to sit quietly and not challenge something or other that he’s said. I will, however, accept that he is a unique and genuinely gifted person who has led a fascinating and very unconventional life, and that Will Hodgkinson has done us all a great favour in writing this book.
mp3: Felt – Ballad Of The Band
A single from 1986. Issued by Creation Records (CRE 027). Reached the giddy height of #12 in the Indie Charts.












